Sashay wrote:When I get scared, I sutomatically look for something to do outside myself. When someone's hurt, I'm terrified, but I try to remember what to do to help them, keep myself occipied so they don't see I'm scared. It's easy to do that when there's others around, but when you're home alone, and that's the very reason you're scared...makes it kinda hard. So I either play games or curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep. u.u
One of the reasons I almost never show fear in front of others. I don't want to be part of the stampede running and hurting more than the fear it's self. I feel confterbul enough to say I haven't cryed myself to sleep from fear just from my impending sence of self worthlessness.